Hot Dads

I took my 3 year old niece to the park yesterday, and even though I was so not expecting to meet potential dates there, I was quite surprise to see so many hot dudes there (who happened to be dads). Granted, most of those were taken, thanks to my 3 year old niece, I was able to meet one that was not. My little adorable niece was invited to play by this other little girl, I was happy because that meant I didn't have to be the playmate of my niece, but I was even more happy when I saw the dad of my niece's new mate. He was hot, to put it bluntly, and single.

I never expected taking my niece to the park would land me a date, but I guess these kinds of things happen when you least expect it. I still don't know how dating someone with a kid will work with me, since I am not that into kids, but for now I'll just enjoy his company.

Procrastination

In a few hours I have a 10 page research paper due, and I haven't even started it. I know this is going to kill me. Ugh, I hate this. I should probably start now. I will after I finish this blog post. Ten pages seems like a lot, but not really. I will probably have to write and not take any brakes for the next 7 hours to do that paper. Challenge ACCEPTED!!

Lately, I have just been over school. Its my last year and I think I have a really bad case of senorities. I am actually failing one of my classes, but I don't really care anymore. Life will go on. I actually think I am kind of depress, and everything is just passing me by and I feel like I am just standing waiting for it all to be over.

I hope I can pass this semester. I just want it to be over. And then I can start it all again next semester.

We All Gotta Start Somewhere

Its been years since I wrote in here. I used to do it all the time, but I kind of moved on to somewhere else. I guess I am back. It is so weird though, because I didn't think I would be back here. In a way, I am glad I'm back because writing here is kind of therapeutic for me. Even though I know that no one is really reading this right know, its nice to know that my thoughts and pain is somewhere where I can only see it, but at the same time everyone can too.
If you are reading this, wow, I don't even know what to say. Mostly because you are probably not reading this. I am in college now, I'm about to graduate this year.
I don't know what to do with my life next. I'm kind of scared about it actually. Thinking about the future used to excite me, now it terrifies me. I guess it's because it's so close. I got to face the world that awaits me. But for now, I'll just hide in here.

with love,
          Me